"Children's Book Update!"

Drunk Rich Guy is turning into an emotional and logistical nightmare. Reality: I've only written and illustrated one children's book before and it didn't sell any copies--it was about a child who sues his parents for neglect. So now I have to find someone who can write and illustrate this one--plus, I'd like to include a song with the book, which isn't going to write itself. I may not have what it takes to make this juggernaut work. I also don't have any money. A grant for material like this that's so ahead of its time, probably won't happen. Crowd sourcing? I doubt people will cough it up for a genius, but seemingly idiotic adventure into the depths of stupidity.

Now I know what van Gogh felt. This is my "Sunflowers."